I hate seeing you across the room without me
I love just seeing you period
I hate leaving your side or presence
I love just staying near
I hate not telling you how I feel
I love talking to you forever
I hate not knowing what's on your mind
I love asking questions all the time
I hate not being able to hold you
I love how you play my little games
I hate when I'm not your center of attention
I love when we fight and laugh

I'm curious if anything will evolve
thought it seems  it continuingly is
I'm curious if you feel for me
the way I do for you
I'm curious if you're my soulmate's replacement
because you're all I've ever wanted
beauty, thoughts, laughter, personality
and you're always right
even though I'm perfect
but the odd thing is you grow
closer to perfection through my eyes
I know I can't be God's sculpted
image of beauty for you
but I still need you to take
care of me and put up with me

I can't make the mistake I made
with the last one I loved
I learned one valuable lesson then
that if you can work it out
then work it out
because I'm growing too close to you
I know I'll never be able to tell you
how I feel inside until it's too late.